Can I continue working as an illustrator?

Or do I need to change things for my health and well-being?

I’m quite the perfectionist, and sometimes often that keeps me from doing things.
I’ve been wanting to write something since August, with my last post being about going offline for a month. I have 32 drafts but none of them I deem good enough to post.

I’ve been wanting to explain what’s going on with my health but I can’t seem to find the right words. Nonetheless, I’ll try to.